Just....

____Brain filled with rust,
Stupid remains of the past,
Can't pay attention in class,
eyes covered with layered crust,
betrayed own heart's trust.
feelings of total disgust
____Stop staring i must,
"Walk away fast!"
thought by brain cast
to heart brimming with fuss...
____entrailed by past love & lust
feeling a total wuss
heart heavier than double-deckered bus
every breath feels like the last.
____gotta stop thinking of 'was'
too much time's passed
pain shall no longer dominate thus.

(-dunno why i wrote this... lol-)